Lost in Action

Sorry for the time lapse but life sometimes hits hard. This has been one of those times as many round me are sick and require special attention. My mother who is very, very ill also came down with a virus which has put her in the hospital and to the emergency room. This virus, maybe just a normal virus for most of us but to those with serious illnesses, this is dangerous stuff. I am very worry as I see her breathing worsen and her spirit sink down. She is a stubborn lady and I think that , that is what has kept her alive this long. I love my mom and as it has only been her and I for quite some time now, I worry how I will ever take her passing. I know that it has got to happen sometime. She is making comments about her pending death and that it is just a slow one. These comments worry me. It is like she is giving up or something. I hope that she is strong enough to overcome this one. I just want as much time with her as I can get, call me greedy. Well, on a much happier note, we had a great day outside yesterday. The temperature went to eight and we went out for James to ride on his bike. He is doing such as great job. I am hopeful that spring weather maybe here to stay soon, very soon.